Today has been a stressful day. And do you know what I thought would make all my stress go away? Goldfish. Tiny little cheddar crackers that I can load into my mouth by the handful and have no idea what damage I've done to that tiny little sack. But... didn't happen. Instead I took a big sip of my new favorite drink: sparkling water and lime. Sparkling water is saving the day, my friends!
I sure do wish that I didn't get so sleepy in the afternoons -- it's like nothing satisfies or gets me out of the slump. After dinner though, I usually make a comeback. Well, I said usually like I've been doing this my whole life. Day 3, Anna! Keep your perspective!
Tonight I served crackers and cheese with some leftover peppermint oreos. I would say that I really wouldn't have minded taking a few crackers. But.... didn't happen. While we're talking about it, I really miss my cheese. Oh well. This too shall pass.
Besides the goldfish I really haven't had crazy cravings -- what I miss most is being able to choose what I want when I want it. I have relinquished control. There is a grieving process, no? I know that what I'll gain on the other side is worth the grief now. So, onward Christian soldier! Day 4 tomorrow.
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